Re-instated Cool

Aloha. Another Sleep Deprived Night. I was up Talking to My buddster Mandy, and whenever this girl and I Talk...its for hours. We Vent ...alot.

but..im finder it harder to sleep at nights now..seeing as how i work nights..

Today was a rare chill day for me. i woke up went to Meeting. came home. chilled poolside. got pissed at my cousin ...and went to sleep till dinner.

I didnt over think too much today and funny enough those are the worst days for me, because the little things that i do think abought are pretty wieghty. I dont know if im ready for my second year of college yet, but it doesnt matter because either way im going. and i have to make this year a great one. i have nothing else to do but grind. ive converted the word Bored to Grind cause all the times i was claiming bored, i could have been plottin success.

So much time has passed since i first stepped foot into higher learning...well, only a year really..but it flew by so quickly. Quicky yes..but ive learned so much. so very much.
ive been hurt. healed.happy.sad.excited.anxious. I Can only wonder what this school year can bring. hopefully A's across all my classes. or better than asking for a grade is asking for the satisfaction of learning something new.
I dont care what anyone else thinks about Jhade. Its What Jhade thinks about Jhade. based upon whos came and left my life id say that improvement is a great thing. its not something to shy away from.
I will leave with saying this:

Happiness Has no Defintion it is your creation ........limited only To the Imagination.