stuck in traffic

I am currently stuck in traffic in Maryland area.
Very bored in the backseat of a Camry. Im on my way back from NY. Im struggling with how I feel about that. I didn't accomplish anything in NY there was barely a craft fair on 14th when I was there. And I didn't get my damn camera. I should have taken my aunts offer to get it for me..but she is way too nice. So im leaving NY a couple hundred broker, left with no camera..and no funds for said camera. Minimal shopping done and I didn't see half the people I promised id see. I did see shamani tho, and Ernie. Ernie is same old ernie. The only ex boyfriend that still thinks he owns me in a wierd way. but he's been my bestfriend for like 7 years and I like that he respects that I move on and respects my relationships after him. He knws he will always be my Fat Cuban/ Dominican. And Shanigga (Shamani) is still the same, on the low model lol. Amanda, My friend and One of the Plastics was In NY at the same time as I was..I only saw her for like 2 hrs. But on the other side, im returning to My Boyfriend. Very Happy about that. I miss him a lot. A whole lot. He's my sweetheart and after a rather dissapointing trip. I need him. It seems like ill never get to him however..the way this traffic is going. Im starving, but my father is in zoned out traffic mode. I bought moccasins tho...yay me? Ill post the official NY trip post when I get home to Mr. Toshiba (Laptop)
Later
*J